And she shuts the world out .Because somehow she has been convinced no one will love her. She is scared. Scared of the world. The world full of hatred, the world full of loneliness. She is scared to be deceived. She does not understand why she has not been loved. Is she not beautiful enough? Why does her heart hurt so bad? She would give the world to anybody deserving. She is so loving and caring. Yet she is still here, alone . Looking in the mirror. Pointing out all of her flaws …… Wishing she was her. Her who has the world laid out for her. Her who loves and is loved. Her who does not hurt, who does not cry? For she has found that the tears are becoming more familiar and happiness is so foreign . The tears continue to fall …… When will the pain surrender , when will her heart survive . Her thoughts have destroyed her. Where does she go from here ? Does she pretend it doesn’t hurt ? Does she pretend her bed isn’t cold at night? Will the smile disappear in time? She does not want to question herself anymore. She wants to love herself. She wants to share all the love she has , with someone else. Someone who is deserving . Someone who is worth all she has to offer. It is about time she is noticed .
She just wants to feel beautiful.
She just wants to feel loved.